A moment to remember.

5 November 2009 is the moment that I'm gonna cheerish this year . The day I've been waiting for and it happen last night . Finally , I've been officially taken by him : Gandy Tai Rong Yaw . After such a long time I've been all alone . I've made up my mind to love again . And he's the one who can make me melt , the one who help me a lot to cure the hardest time in my life . And I'm moving on from the past love life that affect my life for almost 4 month . ( That's the main reason I didn't update my blog , so mean lol ! Haha ! ) . Am I happy with my new relation ? Em , not really actually . Lol . My boyfriend is younger than me which is 1 year younger . Immature , cold , a bit silly and he even called me as Baby @ Babi . So mean lol . But I know he is a kind hearted person , he just don't know to express his feeling . I know it by just looking at his eyes . I'm melted by him . He is so into me . I love him . I hope our relationship will last , even if we're not . I'm glad I know this stupid boy in my life . He's not a sweet talker , he even don't know how to talk sweet words to me . But he had helped me a lot to go on with my life especially when it comes to my family problem , he always be there for me . I'm glad it's him . Actually I hate him before , cause he is such a small gas . Always make fun of me . Always teasing me . So bad lol . But only him can stand my spoil attitude , manja lol . But no one perfect right ? I will try to accept his bad habit which is "kuat maki" . Does chinese always like to talk shit ? He said so . So mean again . Haha .
I'll be uploading our pictures soon . Don't have time to snap pictures together last night . Till then , typo OFF .

I'm Back ! Lol .

Lol . Been idle for almost 5 month . xD
I've been thinking of deleting this blog .
But I din do it .
Because there's so much unsaid thing left here in my mind .
I'm going to share it with you guys .
Soon ! :)

Mode : Final Exam . Wish me luck okay ? xD

Lies, hidden in the bags that are under your eyes.

There's so much things happen in my life recently. Well, I'm feeling a lil depress before, and sometimes I lost the courage to go on with my life. I'm useless, I'm so down. I've lost someone that I love, someone that I can count on. The past three weeks I've think about it, and maybe it's time for me to start a new life without the one that I can call my own. Thanks God, You've gave me the courage to stand up again, the spirit that I've lost, You've gave it back. I'm glad I'm fine with all this shit, not a shit actually, I'm just exaggerating. I'm just fine, I'm okay, I'll try even I'm not, deep inside my heart is bleeding, my heart is screaming. I'm lost for words, I'm lost in everything I do. And everything I feel for him I wrote down on my Diary, he won't understand, You guys won't understand how much it hurts. And yes I regret, I regret all my mistakes, Till now, I don't know the reason why he's leaving. There's tears in our eyes, but it's getting late. We won't be just like before, a pair? Not anymore, You've lost my respect honey. Congratulations, I still heart you so bad.